Impersonal

Why is it that most relationhips start out over technology? And how come that is the way couples stay in touch? Through texting or facebook or instant messaging and email! It is so impersonal! It is one thing to send a quick text like " i am here" or "just wanted to say i love you. And let you know you are on my mind." it is not that hard to pick up the phone and have a real congersation with an important person in your life. Punch in a few number and make a call hear there laugh, there voice. Even writing a letter is the sweetest old fashioned thing a person can do. When someone takes the time to write me a letter over a really long text it seems so much more sincere.
It makes me feel special to recieve a letter in the mail or tucked neatly inside my locker. It makes me feel like someone really put thought into what they wanted to tell me and that i was important enough that they sat down and wrote the damned thing. Texting is easier for short little messages. But what girl/boy wants to have a relationship where you text each other more than you talk face to face?

Turtles

Today my boyfriend Asked me to not break his heart. I told him just because i broke a few guys' hearts does not mean i will break yours. He did not believe me. What i wanted to tell him was that he is my only constant in my life. He is my home. I only hope he does not break my heart. He is my shell, with out him i will have no one to protect me from the bad, no one to shelter me from the cold and nothing to hide in when i am afraid or threatened. I am a turtle and he is my shell. I would be naked and homeless without him.