He was my light, my pride And joy. I was in the dark. Alone, scared and helpless. But he brought the sunshine into my life. I was able to breath and feel light again like a bird finding its wings. But he just clipped them like I was nothing. Like I didn't matter. I cry like a baby wanting her security blanket, wanting the safety back the constant!!! I want my security! I my constant. I have none. My father is always skipping out my mom cares so much but works more. I need someone. Anyone...please. I lost my best friend.